So I've accept the truth, I've known it for a long while now, I want. I NEED to be black owned by a group of sadistic black masters, who will take away the last of my dignity and turn me into their fulltime cockwhore. This is what I deserve now. Its also what I owe to the friends and family that have lost all respect for me.
Over the years I've slowly lost everything and everyone to this fetish and longing for BBC. I've been fucked, fisted, gangbanged, raped, pimped, arrested, exposed, blackmailed and generally disgraced. My life is a series of ever increasing humiliation, to the point that I enjoy the shame.
I've felt guilty my whole life for letting people down. Am I wrong to feel like that? Is being a black owned sissy slut really so bad. Its not like I'm hurting anyone. And yet the guilt has remained to the point where I've took refuge in drink and drugs. Which has just made matters worse.
Lately though things have changed. My female side seems to have dominance now, its like the more people that know about me the more powerful Bitch Blackwhore becomes. They say the truth will set you free,I look back and I realise that I've been happiest when I've been owned. Especially by the three guys that destroyed me. so its time. I want FT black ownership... for life!
Obviously trying to find a group is next to impossible so instead I decided to assemble a group myself.
willing to perform any acts for my owners no matter how degrading or humiliating, be tattooed as your property and be used on cam regularly (I can make you a fortune like this) and make porn movies. In fact I'd like to become famous for being black owned by a group.
I'm willing to be
feminized into a shemale and tattooed with black ownership markings as well as
giving up all human rights and excepting total servitude to my owners, to the
extent that I'd like to allow you to make all my decisions for me.
Im obviously living in Kent and am advertising
for a Black man nearer me to only on a day today basis.
I'm in London for
the weekend, on business, possibly longer and would like to take as much BBC
possible in that time. I've got three people actively making sure that I commit
to this project 100% and they want me to start by sucking 10 cocks on cam (you film)
and and finding a least one owner this weekend.
Any guys that can ,
They will get to use me all weekend as well as me performing as their
maid/servant/slut/whore/dog et cetera
My only stipulations is that I get 10% profits of which there will be considerable amount, if we
follow my business plan.
That I can continue working on the sites Im building and that I can have at least one female owner.
So am I doing the right thing?
