My fetish Checklist

Slave Registration No - 464-252-578

Submissive

Sex
Anal Penetration (giving) No
Anal Penetration (receiving)  Live for it
Chastity (long term) Yes
Chastity (short term) Yes
Cuckolding Yes
Cunnilingus (giving) Yes
Cunnilingus (receiving) N/A
Double Penetration (oral/vaginal) Yes
Double Penetration (vaginal/anal) N/A
Eating/Drinking Cum (others') Yes
Eating/Drinking Cum (self) Yes
Fellatio (giving) Live for it
Fellatio (receiving)  No
Fisting (anal) Yes
Fisting (vaginal) N/A
Forced Bisexuality No
Group Sex Yes
Intercourse Yes
Masturbation (doing) No
Masturbation (watching) Yes
Masturbation (mutual) Yes
Masturbation (vibrators/dildos) Yes
Orgasm Control (brief) Yes
Polyamory Yes
Strap-on (giving) No
Strap-on (receiving) Yes
Vibrators/dildos (giving) No
Vibrators/dildos (receiving) Yes

Bondage
Bondage (light) Yes
Bondage (heavy) Yes
Breast Bondage (giving) No
Breast Bondage (receiving) Yes
Cock & Ball Torture (bondage only, light) Yes
Cock & Ball Torture (bondage only, heavy) Yes
Collars (leather) Yes
Collars (other) Yes
Confinement (cage) Yes
Confinement (other) Yes
Cuffs (leather) Yes
Cuffs (other) Yes
Gags (ball) Yes
Gags (funnel) Yes
Gags (other) es
Intricate Rope Bondage Yes
Leash/Lead  Yes
Leather Restraints Yes
Mummification No
Shackles Yes
Spreader Bars Yes
Stocks Yes
Straight Jacket Yes
Suspension No

Fetish Items
Boot Worship Yes
Corsets (wearing) Yes
Cross-dressing (voluntary) Yes
Corsets (on others) Yes
Foot Worship Yes
Forced Cross-dressing (forcing) No
Forced Cross-dressing (being forced) Yes
High Heel Worship Yes
Lactation No
Lingerie (wearing) Yes
Lingerie (others wearing) Yes
Latex (on others) Yes
Leather (wearing) Yes
Leather (on others) Yes
Rubber (wearing) Yes
Rubber (on others) Yes
Uniforms (wearing) Yes
Uniforms (on others) Yes

Bodily Functions
Breath Control Yes
Catheterization Yes
Coprophilia No
Dental Scenes No
Enemas No 3 Depends
Human Toilet No
Medical Scenes No
Menstrual Service No
Urolagnia No

Corporal
Biting (giving) Yes
Biting (receiving) Yes
Canes No
Clips/Clamps (nipple) Yes
Clips/Clamps (genital) Yes
Clips/Clamps (other) Yes
Cock & Ball Torture (impact, light) Yes
Cock & Ball Torture (impact, heavy) Yes
Crops  Yes
Cutting No
Electrical Play Yes
Floggers No
Hair Pulling No
Needle Play (temporary piercing) No
Paddles Yes
Scratching (giving) No
Scratching (receiving) Yes
Spanking (over the knee) Yes
Spanking (other) Yes
Straps No
Whips Yes

Other
Age Play No
Blindfolds Yes
Branding/Tattooing Yes
Depilation (giving) No
Depilation (receiving) No
D/s Yes
Electrical Play
Exhibitionism Yes
Fire Play Yes
Gunplay No
Hoods/Masks No
Hot Wax Yes
Housework Yes
Housework (no strings) Yes
Humiliation in Private Yes
Humiliation in Public Yes
Interrogations Yes
Kidnapping Yes
Kneeling Yes
Knifeplay No
Massage (giving) Yes
Massage (receiving) No
M/s No
Piercing (permanent)Yes
Phone Sex Yes
Photos (taking) Yes
Photos (being taken) Yes
Rimming (giving) Yes
Rimming (receiving) Yes
Sensory Deprivation (partial) No
Sensory Deprivation (full) No
Serving, Formal No
Shaving (giving) Yes
Shaving (receiving) Yes
Slave/Sub Swapping Yes
S/M Yes
Tickling Yes
Total Power Exchange Yes
Voyeurism Yes

So I've Accepted Black Ownership 4 Life

So I've accept the truth, I've known it for a long while now, I want. I NEED to be black owned by a group of sadistic black masters, who will take away the last of my dignity and turn me into their fulltime cockwhore. This is what I deserve now. Its also what I owe to the friends and family that have lost all respect for me.

Over the years I've slowly lost everything and everyone to this fetish and longing for BBC. I've been fucked, fisted, gangbanged, raped, pimped, arrested, exposed, blackmailed and generally disgraced. My life is a series of ever increasing humiliation, to the point that I enjoy the shame.

I've felt guilty my whole life for letting people down. Am I wrong to feel like that? Is being a black owned sissy slut really so bad. Its not like I'm hurting anyone. And yet the guilt has remained to the point where I've took refuge in drink and drugs. Which has just made matters worse.

Lately though things have changed. My female side seems to have dominance now, its like the more people that know about me the more powerful Bitch Blackwhore becomes. They say the truth will set you free,I look back and I realise that I've been happiest when I've been owned. Especially by the three guys that destroyed me. so its time. I want FT black ownership... for life!

Obviously trying to find a group is next to impossible so instead I decided to assemble a group myself.

willing to perform any acts for my owners no matter how degrading or humiliating, be tattooed as your property and be used on cam regularly (I can make you a fortune like this) and make porn movies. In fact I'd like to become famous for being black owned by a group.

I'm willing to be feminized into a shemale and tattooed with black ownership markings as well as giving up all human rights and excepting total servitude to my owners, to the extent that I'd like to allow you to make all my decisions for me.

Im obviously  living in Kent and am advertising for a Black man nearer me to only on a day today basis.

I'm in London for the weekend, on business, possibly longer and would like to take as much BBC possible in that time. I've got three people actively making sure that I commit to this project 100% and they want me to start by sucking 10 cocks on cam (you film) and and finding a least one owner this weekend.

Any guys that can , They will get to use me all weekend as well as me performing as their maid/servant/slut/whore/dog et cetera

My only stipulations is that I get 10% profits of which there will be considerable amount, if we follow my business plan.

That I can continue working on the sites Im building and that I can have at least one female owner.

So am I doing the right thing?

My Clit Cock & Tiny Testes

So I have a microdick, I'm pretty much totally impotent and to be honest, I'm happy this way. I thought it time for another post on here though, so decided as it my humiliation blog I'd let everyone have a laugh at the piece of meat I have between my legs. I'm actually interested in shrinking this even further and I actually believe that all sissy's should be castrated. I personally have no use for whats between my legs other than humiliation of course. Please enjoy and feel free to laugh at it as much as you want

....Just a vid of me Taking a Black Cock

This video sure did cause me a lot of grief (long story). This is my sextape

http://blackownedsissygallerys.tumblr.com/post/141588719333/thought-id-post-another-video

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Mistress Makes Contact After Months

It was a gloomy Thursday night when Mia suddenly skyped me for the first time since New years eve.

To cut a long story short, I'd known her on Facebook for years, when I suddenly got exposed by a black master as a black owned Sissy. I'd never been one of these, 'expose me, expose me' sissies. I needed a double life back then as I was in business with my best pal and also still kinda holding out hope on my ex-girlfriend, as I was still convincing myself that I was a real man.

Things went from bad to worse when my business partner and myself completely fell out in the first quarter of 2011 and I rapidly lost everything that I had. £25,000 completely down the drain. I was in a bad place mentally and things were about to continue on their downward spiral.

I was emotionally wrecked anyway after the exposure and was already accepting the sissy cockslut side of me more than the 'male' side. I began stepping it up even more and it was spiralling out of control. By October I had decided to seek professional help.

I started counselling at a little clinic where you go for an 8 week run of therapy . By the end of it they'd refered me to a phycho sexual health clinic (gender dysphoria clinic). this did nothing for me at the time, other than to emphasis my fractured mental state and make things ten times worse. I ended the year in a downward alcoholic spiral, pretty depressed and not knowing who I was.

The final three days of  2011 had more surprises though. My car died and for the first time in my adult life I realized that I couldn't afford another, as I was effectively bankrupt.  That was December 28th. By the end of the evening I was drunk and needing to talk. So I messaged Mia.

It seemed like a good idea at the time. I told her about being a tranny, about my love for BBC, the whole gender issues and how I wanted a woman to own me. She actually seemed pretty turned on and for the first time in ages I felt good about myself. I sent her a pic of me dressed and she liked it.

This is one of the two video's that would end up causing me so much grief

Over the next month and a half, she got more and more into the idea of dominating me. I sent her a few more pics and even a video of me sucking a black guy off (which she really enjoyed).

Things peaked on my birthday when I sent a few vids of me with anal toys. Again she was fascinated. We carried on talking until late February when suddenly she blocked me. Turns out she had confided in the wrong person when she was drunk ... Anyway long story short. I felt total crap and like an utter pervert. I started getting harassed by people online and generally hated myself more than ever.

Me stretching my fuckhole on cam

The rest of that year was hell as I was practically harassed  constantly and stopped even leaving the house . I practically dressed full time though and took as much black cock as I could while living in fear of the villagers coming to my door with torches. To be honest, I thought I'd seen the last of Mistress Mia.

Through a lot of this, over the years, I was on large amounts of amphetamines. I found that I got hornier and sluttier when I was on speed. I used to actually believe, in my male denial stages that speed turned me into this person and that was the only reason I was like this, even though I'd fantasize about it when i wasn't speeding.

I just sort of put this down to residual horniness but I'd been taking cock and dressing years before I'd ever touched drugs. I was just in denile and convinced myself it was just sexual experimentation.  Then my therapist pointed out that a drug cannot change you into somebody else and really I'd been that person long before I'd started taking drugs. The truth was I'd been in denial and blaming the drugs for my feminine urges. I'd be impotent since my mid twenties as well and perhaps this was an aspect of my natural submissiveness.

I booked myself into a drugs clinic and went clean. I continued to dress and take cock at an increasing rate. I remember having 5 black guys in one day at one point. I'd noticed without the speed I was fine until I cum and then I'd go straight back into denial again. I'm practically impotent but I can still wank my little maggot off and make myself cum

I didn't speak to Mia again till mid 2013 when I contacted her to apologize and she told me what had really happened. Over the next few months I became her online slave. She'd make me dress and degrade myself in stupid ways for the amusement of her and her sister. Ultimately though, the online thing is bullshit and also she wasn't ready. She ended up blocking me again as we realized after we couldn't just be friends anymore.

Then it all changed for me, I left London and again because of a car, I couldn't transport my girly stuff. I resolved to give up that side of my life and the next year was spent embracing the new adventure and new life by the Kent coast. Exactly a year later though,  the craving started.

Things were a bit different now though , being away from London had given me time to do a lot of thinking. I'd realized for starters that this was a part of me, there wasn't two of me just ying and yang , the male and the female. I identified more with the female side and it was time to accept that.

I started seriously thinking that now may be the time to find myself an owner. I'd had a weird domination thing going with my friend Harriet and for three months I was her slave. Then when she got a new boyfriend, he made her finish things with me.

I then met a woman who had a mansion in Sussex and wanted me as her slave as well as working as a graphic designer, editing images of her having sex and eventually building her a website.

I started to suspect that it would come to nothing though as she'd stopped contacting me for a while. And that was when Mia made contact....