please can you send me your address for the room for I can do it for you and you can come to i will be in the in Kent for you to get me in for work and I will be in the in the morning to make sure you get a good time to do something with your buying and you can come over to me when you want to do that and I will take a BBC one from friday and you can do that for me and I will be in be there for you to get it done and getting them when you want me collared caged and ready to sign it in the Trello board to make a fortune for you for me to be owned by you and you can get me bbc for me to get the money t and you can come to me for the rest of the month and I will be in the in the in Kent and you can do it for me

Yeah why don't you just that is kind of what I want to protect you to it Il anything please just do anything or do anything I'll do anything be a bit forever 

My ID Card

Had quite a few id cards printed out. Got a stack of them available lol. I carry one in my wallet permanently. I've actually been stopped by police and searched. They laughed when they looked in my wallet

Hell Week

So yeah not been an awesome few weeks.... For a long while Ive been in Love with someone, hell probably loved her since I first saw her 17 years ago. Not gonna say it on here, but yeah we've been weird, doing this dance for awhile now. She know Im a sub and basically she was gonna whore me out, the same as my last owner but yeah shes gone again, not sure why or what I've done. Truth is she was never mine as basically my only use to any woman now, ironically seems to be taking cock and making them money. Still I love her and just licking her boots occasionally was enough. I would have happily done that 24/7 if she wanted me to.

So that was the start of it all, then all the shit on here started, I knew it was all srarting again, but truth is - I've given up on caring now. Pretty much accepted my lot in life now but then I had £4500 of fraud done in my name,

So long and short, is, Im getting targetted and I know who they are. In fact once money is involved, then I have no choice but too report it to the police. Really see there was some shit going down last year. It started with this....

Angel's EXPLICIT TG Captions: “Sometimes you have to be a bitch to get things do...

Angel's EXPLICIT TG Captions: “Sometimes you have to be a bitch to get things do...

COMBINED GENDER IDENTITY AND TRANSSEXUALITY INVENTORY
(COGIATI)

My fetish Checklist

Slave Registration No - 464-252-578

Submissive

Sex
Anal Penetration (giving) No
Anal Penetration (receiving)  Live for it
Chastity (long term) Yes
Chastity (short term) Yes
Cuckolding Yes
Cunnilingus (giving) Yes
Cunnilingus (receiving) N/A
Double Penetration (oral/vaginal) Yes
Double Penetration (vaginal/anal) N/A
Eating/Drinking Cum (others') Yes
Eating/Drinking Cum (self) Yes
Fellatio (giving) Live for it
Fellatio (receiving)  No
Fisting (anal) Yes
Fisting (vaginal) N/A
Forced Bisexuality No
Group Sex Yes
Intercourse Yes
Masturbation (doing) No
Masturbation (watching) Yes
Masturbation (mutual) Yes
Masturbation (vibrators/dildos) Yes
Orgasm Control (brief) Yes
Polyamory Yes
Strap-on (giving) No
Strap-on (receiving) Yes
Vibrators/dildos (giving) No
Vibrators/dildos (receiving) Yes

Bondage
Bondage (light) Yes
Bondage (heavy) Yes
Breast Bondage (giving) No
Breast Bondage (receiving) Yes
Cock & Ball Torture (bondage only, light) Yes
Cock & Ball Torture (bondage only, heavy) Yes
Collars (leather) Yes
Collars (other) Yes
Confinement (cage) Yes
Confinement (other) Yes
Cuffs (leather) Yes
Cuffs (other) Yes
Gags (ball) Yes
Gags (funnel) Yes
Gags (other) es
Intricate Rope Bondage Yes
Leash/Lead  Yes
Leather Restraints Yes
Mummification No
Shackles Yes
Spreader Bars Yes
Stocks Yes
Straight Jacket Yes
Suspension No

Fetish Items
Boot Worship Yes
Corsets (wearing) Yes
Cross-dressing (voluntary) Yes
Corsets (on others) Yes
Foot Worship Yes
Forced Cross-dressing (forcing) No
Forced Cross-dressing (being forced) Yes
High Heel Worship Yes
Lactation No
Lingerie (wearing) Yes
Lingerie (others wearing) Yes
Latex (on others) Yes
Leather (wearing) Yes
Leather (on others) Yes
Rubber (wearing) Yes
Rubber (on others) Yes
Uniforms (wearing) Yes
Uniforms (on others) Yes

Bodily Functions
Breath Control Yes
Catheterization Yes
Coprophilia No
Dental Scenes No
Enemas No 3 Depends
Human Toilet No
Medical Scenes No
Menstrual Service No
Urolagnia No

Corporal
Biting (giving) Yes
Biting (receiving) Yes
Canes No
Clips/Clamps (nipple) Yes
Clips/Clamps (genital) Yes
Clips/Clamps (other) Yes
Cock & Ball Torture (impact, light) Yes
Cock & Ball Torture (impact, heavy) Yes
Crops  Yes
Cutting No
Electrical Play Yes
Floggers No
Hair Pulling No
Needle Play (temporary piercing) No
Paddles Yes
Scratching (giving) No
Scratching (receiving) Yes
Spanking (over the knee) Yes
Spanking (other) Yes
Straps No
Whips Yes

Other
Age Play No
Blindfolds Yes
Branding/Tattooing Yes
Depilation (giving) No
Depilation (receiving) No
D/s Yes
Electrical Play
Exhibitionism Yes
Fire Play Yes
Gunplay No
Hoods/Masks No
Hot Wax Yes
Housework Yes
Housework (no strings) Yes
Humiliation in Private Yes
Humiliation in Public Yes
Interrogations Yes
Kidnapping Yes
Kneeling Yes
Knifeplay No
Massage (giving) Yes
Massage (receiving) No
M/s No
Piercing (permanent)Yes
Phone Sex Yes
Photos (taking) Yes
Photos (being taken) Yes
Rimming (giving) Yes
Rimming (receiving) Yes
Sensory Deprivation (partial) No
Sensory Deprivation (full) No
Serving, Formal No
Shaving (giving) Yes
Shaving (receiving) Yes
Slave/Sub Swapping Yes
S/M Yes
Tickling Yes
Total Power Exchange Yes
Voyeurism Yes

So I've Accepted Black Ownership 4 Life

So I've accept the truth, I've known it for a long while now, I want. I NEED to be black owned by a group of sadistic black masters, who will take away the last of my dignity and turn me into their fulltime cockwhore. This is what I deserve now. Its also what I owe to the friends and family that have lost all respect for me.

Over the years I've slowly lost everything and everyone to this fetish and longing for BBC. I've been fucked, fisted, gangbanged, raped, pimped, arrested, exposed, blackmailed and generally disgraced. My life is a series of ever increasing humiliation, to the point that I enjoy the shame.

I've felt guilty my whole life for letting people down. Am I wrong to feel like that? Is being a black owned sissy slut really so bad. Its not like I'm hurting anyone. And yet the guilt has remained to the point where I've took refuge in drink and drugs. Which has just made matters worse.

Lately though things have changed. My female side seems to have dominance now, its like the more people that know about me the more powerful Bitch Blackwhore becomes. They say the truth will set you free,I look back and I realise that I've been happiest when I've been owned. Especially by the three guys that destroyed me. so its time. I want FT black ownership... for life!

Obviously trying to find a group is next to impossible so instead I decided to assemble a group myself.

willing to perform any acts for my owners no matter how degrading or humiliating, be tattooed as your property and be used on cam regularly (I can make you a fortune like this) and make porn movies. In fact I'd like to become famous for being black owned by a group.

I'm willing to be feminized into a shemale and tattooed with black ownership markings as well as giving up all human rights and excepting total servitude to my owners, to the extent that I'd like to allow you to make all my decisions for me.

Im obviously  living in Kent and am advertising for a Black man nearer me to only on a day today basis.

I'm in London for the weekend, on business, possibly longer and would like to take as much BBC possible in that time. I've got three people actively making sure that I commit to this project 100% and they want me to start by sucking 10 cocks on cam (you film) and and finding a least one owner this weekend.

Any guys that can , They will get to use me all weekend as well as me performing as their maid/servant/slut/whore/dog et cetera

My only stipulations is that I get 10% profits of which there will be considerable amount, if we follow my business plan.

That I can continue working on the sites Im building and that I can have at least one female owner.

So am I doing the right thing?

My Clit Cock & Tiny Testes

So I have a microdick, I'm pretty much totally impotent and to be honest, I'm happy this way. I thought it time for another post on here though, so decided as it my humiliation blog I'd let everyone have a laugh at the piece of meat I have between my legs. I'm actually interested in shrinking this even further and I actually believe that all sissy's should be castrated. I personally have no use for whats between my legs other than humiliation of course. Please enjoy and feel free to laugh at it as much as you want

....Just a vid of me Taking a Black Cock

This video sure did cause me a lot of grief (long story). This is my sextape

http://blackownedsissygallerys.tumblr.com/post/141588719333/thought-id-post-another-video

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Mistress Makes Contact After Months

It was a gloomy Thursday night when Mia suddenly skyped me for the first time since New years eve.

To cut a long story short, I'd known her on Facebook for years, when I suddenly got exposed by a black master as a black owned Sissy. I'd never been one of these, 'expose me, expose me' sissies. I needed a double life back then as I was in business with my best pal and also still kinda holding out hope on my ex-girlfriend, as I was still convincing myself that I was a real man.

Things went from bad to worse when my business partner and myself completely fell out in the first quarter of 2011 and I rapidly lost everything that I had. £25,000 completely down the drain. I was in a bad place mentally and things were about to continue on their downward spiral.

I was emotionally wrecked anyway after the exposure and was already accepting the sissy cockslut side of me more than the 'male' side. I began stepping it up even more and it was spiralling out of control. By October I had decided to seek professional help.

I started counselling at a little clinic where you go for an 8 week run of therapy . By the end of it they'd refered me to a phycho sexual health clinic (gender dysphoria clinic). this did nothing for me at the time, other than to emphasis my fractured mental state and make things ten times worse. I ended the year in a downward alcoholic spiral, pretty depressed and not knowing who I was.

The final three days of  2011 had more surprises though. My car died and for the first time in my adult life I realized that I couldn't afford another, as I was effectively bankrupt.  That was December 28th. By the end of the evening I was drunk and needing to talk. So I messaged Mia.

It seemed like a good idea at the time. I told her about being a tranny, about my love for BBC, the whole gender issues and how I wanted a woman to own me. She actually seemed pretty turned on and for the first time in ages I felt good about myself. I sent her a pic of me dressed and she liked it.

This is one of the two video's that would end up causing me so much grief

Over the next month and a half, she got more and more into the idea of dominating me. I sent her a few more pics and even a video of me sucking a black guy off (which she really enjoyed).

Things peaked on my birthday when I sent a few vids of me with anal toys. Again she was fascinated. We carried on talking until late February when suddenly she blocked me. Turns out she had confided in the wrong person when she was drunk ... Anyway long story short. I felt total crap and like an utter pervert. I started getting harassed by people online and generally hated myself more than ever.

Me stretching my fuckhole on cam

The rest of that year was hell as I was practically harassed  constantly and stopped even leaving the house . I practically dressed full time though and took as much black cock as I could while living in fear of the villagers coming to my door with torches. To be honest, I thought I'd seen the last of Mistress Mia.

Through a lot of this, over the years, I was on large amounts of amphetamines. I found that I got hornier and sluttier when I was on speed. I used to actually believe, in my male denial stages that speed turned me into this person and that was the only reason I was like this, even though I'd fantasize about it when i wasn't speeding.

I just sort of put this down to residual horniness but I'd been taking cock and dressing years before I'd ever touched drugs. I was just in denile and convinced myself it was just sexual experimentation.  Then my therapist pointed out that a drug cannot change you into somebody else and really I'd been that person long before I'd started taking drugs. The truth was I'd been in denial and blaming the drugs for my feminine urges. I'd be impotent since my mid twenties as well and perhaps this was an aspect of my natural submissiveness.

I booked myself into a drugs clinic and went clean. I continued to dress and take cock at an increasing rate. I remember having 5 black guys in one day at one point. I'd noticed without the speed I was fine until I cum and then I'd go straight back into denial again. I'm practically impotent but I can still wank my little maggot off and make myself cum

I didn't speak to Mia again till mid 2013 when I contacted her to apologize and she told me what had really happened. Over the next few months I became her online slave. She'd make me dress and degrade myself in stupid ways for the amusement of her and her sister. Ultimately though, the online thing is bullshit and also she wasn't ready. She ended up blocking me again as we realized after we couldn't just be friends anymore.

Then it all changed for me, I left London and again because of a car, I couldn't transport my girly stuff. I resolved to give up that side of my life and the next year was spent embracing the new adventure and new life by the Kent coast. Exactly a year later though,  the craving started.

Things were a bit different now though , being away from London had given me time to do a lot of thinking. I'd realized for starters that this was a part of me, there wasn't two of me just ying and yang , the male and the female. I identified more with the female side and it was time to accept that.

I started seriously thinking that now may be the time to find myself an owner. I'd had a weird domination thing going with my friend Harriet and for three months I was her slave. Then when she got a new boyfriend, he made her finish things with me.

I then met a woman who had a mansion in Sussex and wanted me as her slave as well as working as a graphic designer, editing images of her having sex and eventually building her a website.

I started to suspect that it would come to nothing though as she'd stopped contacting me for a while. And that was when Mia made contact....

So i asked her, why the change of heart.....

'I never succeed in relationships because I am too bossy and I always end up alone. I am tired of working shitty jobs that I do not enjoy. Why not degrade a sissy and get to own someone and make money doing it? And I would enjoy making you more girly...'

Slave reg No: 464-252-578
I'm a submissive sissy slut that got pushed onto this path back when I was in my early teens and getting bullied by the black boys on my estate. I was dominated continuously into my late 20s by boys/men until my first girlfriend Jemma, at 16, 11 years my junior enslaved me.   I've been owned in every relationship ever since by black guys and girlfriend’s and people who were just into that lifestyle.

I've recently become the property of Mistress Mia, who is pimping me out to single men, women, couples, groups anyone willing to pay. Available as either a short or long term rental.

Mistress Mia is interested in building up a fetish website dedicated to my enslavement, feminization and life as a full time cockslut. As such she's especially interested in finding men to use me on cam. Anything from straight fucking me and sloppy oral to gangbangs, Buk kaki, humiliation and domination. My mistress will consider anything.

Over the last few weeks Mistress Mia has degraded and dehumanized me to the point where I really feel that all I am now is her property. She doesn't let me out at all now, unless its working for her and trades me online or in Real time to men, as if I'm a piece of meat.

last night she made me dress and sent me out to whore myself. She told me not to return until I made her £50. this is just a few days after making her £200. 

'Ask them if they can meet up today. Tell them your mistress wants £50 for it and they can use u for 5 hours. look. I don’t care if u go back to the nude beach and beg someone for cock and get pissed on again. Just make me money...whores don’t work for free and their pimps get most of the earnings. now go and suck some cock for me and prove you are a worthy asset to me! Pics and video footage would be nice too !!'


I ended up spending the night being used by a dominant black master who effectively mad me his fuckpig. It was while his cock was ripping my fuckhole to shreds that I realise just how pathetic I had become and how it was time for me to accept her control over every aspect of my life, as I no longer deserve any human rights or privileges.

This is permanent life’s slavery that I have accepted, or at least until she no longer has a use for me. I've even agreed that she has the right to sell ownership of me should she no longer require my services. 

So this level of enslavement is not right when you consider that she lives in the states. Basically all the money that I'm making goes toward her ticket to get to the UK, where she'll move in with me and own me full time in real time. she's adamant she's going to continue pimping me as it’s her ideal way of making money. This website/journal will get upgraded to a standalone WordPress or Drupal blog soon and we'll make my enslavement into her own adult business.  It will be a web based series that documents my extreme enslavement and feminization into a shemale cockslut.

And that's what I am now. I'm a sissy cockslut. Taking cock for my mistress is the only thing I'm good for and my only purpose in life.

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